Oct. 26th, 2008

It's very odd to me: I can spend years training at something, attain externally-validated success in that area, and then still be full of fear.  Fear that I'm faking it, that everyone who praised my efforts was misguided, fear that it was all temporary.

Obviously, plenty of folks experience this.  And it's very comforting to hear other people's stories on that front.  But what I'd really like is to stop feeling it.  This particular type of fear is a waste of time and energy.  There are no lions chasing me, no real negative consequences that can't be dealt with if I fail.  Nothing will explode, catch fire, or do anything else that requires adrenalin to deal with.

So the fear can stop now, right?  It's evolutionarily maladaptive.  That is all.

Profile

vcmw

July 2024

S M T W T F S
 123456
78910111213
14151617181920
21222324252627
28293031   

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Aug. 31st, 2025 09:34 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios